Last Night were very sad sad day u know :'(
i'm losing him . he already love someone else , i were too late .
i regret for what i did toward him .
i cant accept what happen , but i must .
i did'nt know what to do . ohh god .
it's hurts me u know ! i cant control myself .
i were too sad . i really loves him but why god seperate me n him away ?
what did i do ? did i done anything sinful ?
i just a girl that were so idiot and fools !
how stupid i am ! i blaming all of this to myself !
i cant forgive my self ! i hate myself !
i cant stop crying when thinking about him :'(
i really2 mean it !
i feel that im losing my heart . i cant feel my heart was beading in my chest .
i were hurts and harmful .
he said that he just accept me as his best friend forever .
i did'nt have chance to be with him.
he is the one who can makes me smile and happy u know ;'(
ohh god , please help me facing all of this !
i cant handle my self . i was too sad and feel like im diying !
i dont want other guys ! i want him !
i sad with him and my family :'(
only god now how its feel .
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